Every so often I’ll look at my life and realize I have lost a certain amount of enthusiasm and joy, in living my life. things which once gave me energy now drain me. In the end I think it is a problem of motivation. The things I once did because I thought they were right, edifying, and made me a better person, I now forsake because they have become wearisome, tiring, and tedious. Or I don’t forsake them, I continue to do them, but no longer as a joy, but as a job, as a begrudging chore that I don’t like to do. Honestly, I think I just need to get over myself. I need to remember that this life isn’t about my please, my comfort, or my security. NO matter how often the world tells me it is. It is about Christ’s glory and no task is too trivial, no work is too wearisome, no job is too overwhelming, to perform for my saviour who sacrificed everything on my behalf. He is also my model, since he lived and gave up his life, for the redemption of others and the glory of God.
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Motivation
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In the night
Posted in All, My Life on May 11, 2010| 1 Comment »
In the night I had a dream. Where most things were what they seemed. I was in a camp far in the northern land. In the night in my dream I saw the northern light. Instead of shifting slow like sand, they danced quick and bright. Illuminated snakes of blue and green slithered through the sullen skies. It was so beautiful I didn’t think I could trust my eyes. It was something I would not want to miss. Just once to see an aurora borealis.
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